Filed under: Generalness | Tags: Generalness, life, me, turbulent, universities
Nothing new. The title says it all.
Sometimes, everything is happening so fast, I feel like if I close my eyes I’ll miss it. It seems like I had my goals/life planned out, and then the time came when universities come calling…and my goals just sort of…fell apart. I started questioning everything, and even now, after I’ve applied, still am questioning. The speed of it all, just amazes me and scares me all at the same time. I hope though, that when I look back on this all, I won’t have too many important regrets, and many cherished memories : D.
It was interesting though, one of my friends, O, was talking about another friend, K, who doesn’t seem to be that stressed out about this whole transition in life process that is occurring, and she can’t imagine how he manages that. I started wondering, whether there’s a point in stressing about it…I’m pretty indecisive, so sometimes I think, yes because you might waste years doing something you don’t want to do. But sometimes I think, who cares about “wasted” years…surely every part of your life is worth living and there is no such thing as “wasted”…And then there’s my other friend, F, who…is a determinist…yet still tries to convince me to switch out of the sciences/humanities stream I seem to be starting upon.>_>
I would like to spend some time in the NEAR future, where I don’t have to worry about universities, graduating, EE, IB, etc. etc. etc….some day when my life isn’t turbulent…
